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मात्र केबल एक सम्झना !!

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के नाम दिऊ यो नातालाई, बहिनी भानुम  कि दिदि, एक सख भानुम  कि एक  मित्र मात्रै,  कि एउटा चिनेको मान्छे मात्रै, तर नाता त जोडिएछ हाम्रो , आत्मियता त  जोडिएछ हाम्रो ,  थाहा नै नाभई  , सोच्दै न सोची , कहाँ,कसरी,कहिले भन्न म  सक्दिन, तर मनले केहि अदृस्य नाता जोडीसकेछ ! रगतको सिइनो भन्दा,  मनले "भाई " भनेको धेरै भित्र बिज्दोरहेछ   सधै हास्ने,खेल्ने ,  नाच्ने ,गाउने, "पर्खि तलाई जानेको छु !!" भनेर थर्कौनी   अबज़आज खोइ कहाँबाट कानमागुन्जिरहेछ !   "मृत्यु" खोइ क हो जान्दिन अजै  म  तर जिन्दगिमा पहिले "चोटमा" परेको छु   कोही आफ्नु  नरहेको महसुस गर्दैछु  एक अञ्जन खोइ भए नि  -  आफ्नु दिदीबहिनी गुमाएको एक "भाई" आज भन्दैछु, अभागी  पनि  कस्तो  हुन  पुगेछु  म  मनमा  दुखका भारी हुदा  हुदै   सारा जिउ कामेर लट्ठ हुदा  हुदै ..  डर र त्रास हुदा हुदै, यी बैगुनी  अखबाट एक थोपा आसु झरना सकेन,  यो कम्जोर मानको भक्कानो फुट्न सकेन,  कति कम्जोर रहेछ भाग्य, कति कम्जोर भएछन यी आखा  कटु कम्जोर रह

All leading to emptiness !!

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Where does he begin ? As his emotions collide, Smashing and boiling inside himself, As he smiles, How will he explain ? As his heart cries from deep within ? Where should he start ? As he himself starting to disappear from his own individuality ! Kindness is such, He wants to make another smile, Sadness is such, He has no-one to share the sorrows, The invisible tears, He shared every moment, The invisible amazement that, He feels in every moment , That "ALIVENESS" !! Yet knowing it's gonna to die. Existing this moment !! Yet knowing it will get extinct. The sorrow of a fellow human whom no one can understand, A story of a free boy who can see invisible chains everywhere, A story of a seeker who seeks, "NOTHINGNESS" All the regrets he had, All the mistakes he committed, All the things he did, Not even a single tear can he shared , It seems to be a strength of the rock not of the flower, Today without any concerns coming out as an invisible flood. Th

LOVE

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A mythical word which has lost its own meaning... A common word which has been polluted as such Cancer is the disease u will have. An emotion which has lost it's joy, pleasure, and blessedness... It has become a business of two individuals , As a trade between two countries Rather than a "CARE" It has become an intoxication rather than medicine... For you should have been gone into its "MADNESS" Rather choosing to be "Sane" For you should have been diving into the ocean Rather just floating. As if you are acting like touching the ocean yet Separated !!!!!... "LOVE" have lost it's wildness, playfulness, and madness Rather it has become a "relationship" As an act for the society... It has made slaves rather making enlightened being all around , It has created misery rather creating joyfulness Life in a prison not as a paradise, Life as a hell not as the heaven. Where has the freedom gone ? Where has the joy disappeared ? W

It's a new day !!

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Wait...!! Just wait!! So will the flowers blossom,  So will the greenery flourish,  So will the cool air blow,  There will be bees singing their song, Tree dancing in a harmonic rhythm.  There will be frogs hopping all-around.  The silent and steal pond, As if a plane glass is placed.  Fishes swimming, As if They are living in another dimension yet so close  Birds drunk in divines flying all around,  Animals stoned by the fragrance all around, Sun up above shining bright in the sky , Everything alive to it's peak ... Forget..!  Forget about the past completely !! Let it be..!  Let it go! So Let the tear dry... The fear deep down to fly. Short and sweet  To everything everyone just goodbye..  Nor where u the in-charged of it yesterday. Nor are you now, Nor will you be tomorrow.  So please throw that mask away.  So please throw that heavy load away. Look.👉. Look...  ☝ It's a new day...  A new beginning...  A new chapter.  

THE THIRST

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He raised his head high.. Saw the moon up in the sky... Silent it was...  Lonely he felt... For it was a unknown place... Weird and frightening . Where ever he looked Alienate he felt.. For place he has come to.. Where has he come to...!! There was this thirst... Thirst for something Thirst.. Just.. Thirst But what or why ? he had no idea.. He walk towards the place... Normal it seemed, creepy it felt... As if "they" were watching... He saw a pond... Shining with full moon light Water cleared as air... Visible even in the darkness He rushed, he ran fast as much he could May be it was that water which could eliminate his thirst.. He ran... He ran.... He jumped Jumped as far he he could... But never got close to the pond.... Pond never got closed He looked back.... All he saw was eyes.. Eyes staring at him from all round... As if he was going to commit a huge crime As if i was a massacre He panicked... His heart pumping so fast... As if it was going to explode