Dreamer’s Poetry

कहिले कहिले स्कुलबाट घर  फर्किदा                पानीमा भिज्दै  आउँदाको रमाइलो छुट्इहुदो रहेछ कहिले  कहिले साथीहरूलाई हिलो छियापेको    त्याहि हिलोमा खेलेको मजा नै छुट...

त्यी पो दिन थिए न भोलिको चिन्ता  थियो न  पढ्इको  बोझ थियो न  केहि  भन्छु  केही गर्छु  भन्ने सोच थियो मिठो निन्द्रा संगै सुत्यो आमाको हात्को मिठो चिया संगै उठ्याे पढेर ठुलो बन्नु पर्छ भन्दै झोला भोक्दै स्कुल गयो! साथीहरु संगको ती चर्तीकला वेलुक मन  पर्ने कार्टूनको प्रतिक्षामा दशैमा टिका लगाएर पैसा गन्दै आमाबुबाको पर्सबाट पैसा चोर्दै पसलमा गएर  चक्लेट खादै बुबा जस्तै ठुलो  मान्छे  बन्ने सपना दाइ जस्तै बलियो बन्ने सोच जस्ले जे भने पनि बाल ओ! हो !ती पो दिन थिए त्यो पो जिन्दगी  थियो आज बाल्यकालका क्षेण सन्जिरहेछु मन फेरि तेहि समयमा फर्किम  भनिरहेछ एक्छिन भए पनि कल्पनिक ससारमा डुवि रहेछु खोइ किन आज यो कलम चली रहेछ मन फेरि तेहि समय मा फर्किम भनिरहेछ।।।

I have taken a life Life which the almighty himself  have given Life which is given to all who lives Even though it was a mistake Even though it happened  unknowingly, in the aim to help I have committed a crime I have become  a murderer I have become the devil I have taken away a child from it's mother A soul from a body More importantly life for an being I m very sorry for what i have done I never wanted this to happen I  wanted u to live I wanted  things to  be easier I wanted better than what u had This is because of my impatience This is because of my over-confidence that i possess I have taken your life, a Right to live Now I m unable to being u back Let u  see the wanders of this worlds Forgive me  ooh! "the holy almighty " who had seen it all Forgive me  ooh! "the holy earth" who had it  heard all Forgive me ohh! "the holy soul" whose life i have taken I am feeling very guilty for what i have done Thi...

Who am I? I am a wanderer in search of that answer I am extraordinary mysterious someone/being/thing known by none Who is knowing himself     -by the things that he has done     -by the things that he has learned For now I'm a being existing in reality Hidden from the truth Somewhere inside a cosmos of emotions, drama, feeling ,relation & Many other which are also nameless Where every small mistake u make ,u r call careless But what is my true nature, my true form? Sometimes It's like the answer is within me all the time It's like I already know the answer But It's because of these eyes that are making Me blind It's because of these ears that are making       Me deaf It's the  body who is making Me senseless For all I know the answer that I seek is death (end) itself The one thing that makes my body trimble in fear My mind to shutdown & increase my heart rate             ...

I respect her as a women, I fell in love with her soul not her body, I admire her spirit not that beauty, In-front of her I am just a common fool, For me she is a friend not a tool, For now I have become a slave of her beauty, A servant  of her soul whose own master has become it's ultimate goal, Her physical sight makes me warm, For she is my lucky charm, All I want is to be on her arms, For now she is the one, And for me one is for eternity, For I am just a human,crawling on the earth, And she is an angel up on the heavens, Not knowing whether I will be able to reach  her, Or will the earth never let me go? Don't know whether- I will be the same as I m Or will my feeligs die with me! For now all I can do is wait, Let the time pass by, Admire the beauty of whom I desire, Burn with my inner fire, Never knowing whether it will become a reality, Or just a dream that, I have just  day dreamt.....