Dreamer’s Poetry

There was this girl  Full of excitement and energy, Full of hopes and dreams, Activits by self nature, Voice gifted by Apollo , Mind sharp as a knife, And beauty  of rising sun, Sharing certain charisma all round, Smile that can take your breath away, She comes from a foreign land from 7 seas away, Her mother's fav barbie princes, A Cinderella in search of a prince, She walks along with courage and pride, Yet seems so egoless, Making family where ever she goes, There was this girl, A girl with certain charisma, Mystery in her eye, Melody in her voice, Magic in her looks, Her silly gestures, And funny little talks, In a search of a full filling half,  She on an life long adventure, Full of unknown, Letting the chapter of life unfolding , She is turning the pages, She looks predictable yet so vast, She looks so ordinary yet so incredible, A masterpiece of god, A gift from existence, If only people could she the inside beauty she had not just a m

Whosoever she touches  They would just fade away, Whosoever she look, They would vanish in thin air,  This was a curse she would bear for eternity. She is  anywhere everywhere  In a search  of  friend, For a kind gentle hug, But reality was just  pposite  Everyone who looks at her, scared, frightened, pain  And suffered till their end... She is a wandering spirit , She is the phenomena we all call - "Death" She is the last thing everyone experience before they "Perish", This is the story -" Life of Death", But One day strange incident took place  A old man smiled lookin at her face, Full of joy, Full of Rejoicement  Full of love, "Don't you know everyone I look or touch, Just fade way!  Aren't you scared ?  For your time has come!  sorry but the fate has been sealed"-   Asked DEATH  (Smiling) "Why should I? Aren't you the end? You are the cosmic orgamic ejaculati

Where shall we begin? With that sparkling eyes of hers? Or that cute & honest smile she had on her face, With those silly gestures, she used to make? Or with the funny little talks? Where do we begin? Should we talk about the mesmerizing self-fulfilling beauty! Or should we talk about the clean, clear, confidence heart she possessed! He happened to cross path With this beautiful alien in the form of a human, Who seems to be on earth, Yet seems to be from somewhere unknown, She had this charisma of attracting people, She had this aroma of hypnotism all around, She was of few feminine spirits who were on their own path, She seems alienated Yet so courageous to walk alone, Maybe it was fate, Or maybe it was his destiny trying to show him a new door, Showing him a new dimension of living, He can't remember when they first met, But it seems he had found yet another teacher, Before he was a Just a "seeker", Seeking to let go of his "SELF&qu

For I look with amazement  For what I see, A strange structure standing in front of me, It looks like a rock, Yet so alive! As if like a living human being, It looks like as if it's dancing with innermost joy, yet so still, It never moved an inch, When the wind blows and the bird's sing, When the insects Buzz Bees and Wasps, Listening to it, Enjoying it! Laughing and singing along with all its being I wanna be a tree!! No violence and no sorrows Free from people, And free from this world... I wanna be a tree !! Standing still with silence With love and compassion No Jealousy nor hate, No ego nor faith, No friends nor any enemies, No pain or any chains, ...i...wanna...be....a...tree..!

There was this sudden over owning surrounding from all side, There was this sense of relief! Something or someone from inside whispered, "IT'S ALRIGHT!" All those anxiety, insecurities, All those creeping fears, All those dreams and nightmares! It felt as if they never had been there! Sense of time was gone! Sense of mind was gone! All there was, Was this feeling called "love" It was all because of this girl sitting next to him, Those long hours of chitchat and mumbling, That sweet smile which use to mesmerize him, That tight comforting hug, There was nothing special about it, Yet that hug was so relieving, It just like a dose of marijuana without any THC in it, All those silly gestures and useless talks, She was just a commoner just like everyone else, Yet she had this charisma all around, His eyes would stare at her for hours without a blink, For it was the foremost beauty he had ever seen, His mouth used to get zipped up, Cause

There was this boy, Small and Crazy, Lazy and Clumsy, Always wondered about the world, For all the wonders there will be, For all the dragons and fairies, For all the friends he'll have, For all the games he'll play, When he will come out of the box !! But Scared and frightened that he was! He used to look from the windows, To all those people walking by, To all green plants and open grounds, To all games, other were playing, No chains, no attachments, And used to look at himself, All he used see was an invisible chain, Linked to his family, Threads of attachments, Linked with everyone all around him. Never good at anything, Clumsy in his own way, Struggling in everything he did, Science, math, history culture, religion, languages None of these could he understand.! All he knew was to play, Not to win but to simply play, Dance and smile :D And wait for that faithful day When he will be out of his little box, That little boy! That little boy!

Someone whom he thought to be his own. Now seems like a stranger... An acquaintance whom he has seen or met somewhere. A sweet gentle smile which made his day. Now like a myth which he might have seen somewhere. That long tight "HUG", A simple, kind and loving gesture she used, Which made me jump from misery to bliss, Now just like an "ACT", Which seems like a dream he once had. All those silly gestures she used to make, All those random talks they used to have,  Now just ....(silence)... All those memories... Visiting random places,  Laughing and long out-of-the-league conversations,  All those random talks about the future,  Now  It seems like - An imaginary made-up story, Which might have happened "once up at a time "...  It seems she has found HER way.  It seems she has found someone whom she can call HERS.  But  It seems he lost one another...(Shh.) Now just a stranger. And again , Hello  stra

Only if he could express his mix mood swings... His weird and irrational behaviors starting to Come to the surface If only he could shed some tears, Noone can comprehend what he's experiencing, A certain realization which couldn't be put in words, The world so infinite... The universe so vast and so mystical... For the infinitely finite possibilities that could have happened!! Every incident, accident, and event happened  Happened for a reason, But Yet "life" has no reason of its own, Everyone everywhere so focused, yet so lost Like one blind following the other blind. Everyone just lying there... Moving on their own like puppets..! Everyone so driven by their own ego, Yet forgotten all about the collective consciousness we all are part of!!

अब आयो काल ! आफ्नो ना त पराई केहि नभनी , खोइ त के गर्यो तिम्रो त्यो पैसाले , पावरले , तेत्तो थुपारेको सम्पतिले ती सबै मेरो हो भन्थ्येउ , कोहि बेला तेस्को लागि मर्न र मार्न तत्पर हुन्थ्येउ !! कहाँ गयो त त्यो तिम्रो जग्गाजमिन !! कहाँ गयो त तिम्रो इमानइज्त !! कहाँ गयो त तिम्रो पुर्खौली सम्पति !! के लिएर जादैछौ त खोइ !! आखिर के रहिछ त तिम्रो मुठीमा !! कहाँ गए ? तिम्रा ती आफ्नु भन्नेहरु छोराछोरी, आमाबुवा साथीसंगी कत्ति न ठुलो काम गरे ! कति ठुलो मान्छे बने भंथ्येउ ! खोई त के गर्न सके त उनीहरुले ? लग्यो होइन त कालले !!! गयो होइन त सास अरु जसरी नै ! रिसराग ,दोयेस ,घमण्ड के के चाही गरेनौ ! यो गर्छु ,त्यो गर्छु ! यो मेरो ,यो तेरो ! मेरो धर्म तेरो धर्म , मेरो जात तेरो जात , मेरो परिवार मेरा साथीभाई , ती मेरा शत्रुहरू यो मेरो देश त्यो तेरो देश भनेर कति संग लड्डेउ ! कतिलाइ मर्रेउ पनि ! अनि अहिले के तिम्रो देश लिएर जादै छौ ? कि तिम्रो धर्म लादैछौ ? कि तिम्रो जात लादैछौ !!! तिम्रा आफ्ना भन्निले त सम्म्पतिमा दाउ मरे त ! बरु शत्रुहरूले चाहिँ सोक मनाए ! कमाएको सम्पतिको ठुलो घमण्ड थियो होइन

As it blew, So did he. .!  As it shattered, So did he..!   He stared at the wall,  As if a psychopath,  He smiled,  He was a clown,  Clown 🤡 he never wanted to be...!   The silent whispered  The fake smile  The act he acted...   His wandering came to an end.  His mind lost in the mist.  His soul searching for its gist. His whole being trying to burst  Like A silent nuclear explosion 💥  The madness taking him over  The sadness drowning him the way...   A lost guy trying to find his aliveness

He fell for her body, She had the most beautiful  voice in the world, She fell for his flirting talks, He was like her self-fulfilling half, In the name of "LOVE" "COMMITMENT & VOWS" were taken!! As time pass by, Life moving on, Body became fragile,  Mind stressed out from the same thing, Soul tried and bored with one another, Now She was no more a satisfaction, Voice became the crow shouting, He was no more a fulfillment, Talks became World Wars, But Both were chained with one another, Chains of "COMMITMENT & VOWS" "Society's order & Family's Pride"  Now bound to live in hell for eternity, Heaven remained just a possibility !!  As for "LOVE", It had disappeared a long time ago, Both of them blindfolded by their desire for one another, Tree of love was never seeded !! The seed was thrown away, Long before it could even spout!! The seed was thrown away, Long before flowers of

This society  is  my prison , This so called home which is  my cage, Suffocation is increasing by every second , Every day feeling  hell, For what i have seen and been ... All these feeling of frustration, anger,anxiety.... Are boiling , crushing  one another It like a something humongous, Something extremely terrifying is being processed, Just like a huge ticking atomic weapon I can sense my consciousness slipping away, I can sense my monster trying to escape  , I can see the avalanche coming , Taking away me from myself, When i will be completely dissolved, The atomic bomb's clock will stops ticking Destruction and devastation, The society will tremble This prison , this cage ,each and every thing will vanish Then I will  be out of this prison ,this cage Then I won't  look back, I will fly ,high above the sky , I will run ,faster then anyone who ever run, Not even gravity can attract me , Not even light can touch , I will disappear, I will  disso

रिस उठदै छ आज उसलाई आफै संग, असन्तुस्ट छ आज आफै संग, कस्तो थियो उ , कस्तो भयो उ , आज आफैलाई ऐनमा हेर्दैछ , अनि दाज्दै छ आफैलाई , पुरानो उसको तस्बिर संग , ठाउँ तेही थियो , संसार उही थियो , तर समय धेरै बितिसकेछ, त्यो हास्ने हसाउने , खेल्ने खेलाउने , रम्ने रमाउने मान्छे मरेछ अहिले सोच ,विचार र कल्पनामा हराउने भएछ उफ्रिने , चुलबुल सोभाब खोइ कहाँ हराई गयो ठुलो पर्बत चड्छु , रुखका हागा हागामा चड्ने आज हावा जस्तै बिलाई गएछ , सुय्भिमान र आत्मा सन्तुस्टि ले भरिएको मान्छे , आज हासोको पात्रो बन्न पुगेछ , हात मा हात , साथ् मा साथ दिने सिद्द्नात् भएको मान्छे, आज आफ्नु संसारिक खुसिको आसामा फस्न पुगेछ , कहिले छुन्न ! कहिले बन्दिन !! कहिले गर्दिन !! भनेको थियो उसले , आज तेसैलाई दैनिक जिन्दगी बनाउन पुगेछ, अनि त्यो आकाश छुन्छु भनेको थ्यो उसले , आज जमिन मुनिको किरा बन्न पुगेछ , खोज आज अकस्मात के भयो , आफै कता कता हराएको महसुस हुदैछ उसलाई , आज आफै लाई के भयो भनि प्रस्न गर्दैछ , आज त्यो ठिटो आफै संग हराउन पुगेछ , आज तियो हराएको ठिटो आफ्नु आकृति खोज्दैछ , आफ्नु हराए