Dreamer’s Poetry

Let me embrace those wings which I could never have, Let me fly through that horizon from where the sun sets, Let me feel the air which we breathe, Let me see the world from up above from an eye of a bird, Not bounded by any religion, Not ruled by any kings, Nor discriminated by gender or sex, I want to go to a place far, far beyond, A place which you can never imagine by your mind alone, A place which you cannot describe in words alone, A place which cannot be pictured by a camera, For it’s real beauty is your own experience, For it’s real existence is unknown, May be just for once, Just a tiny little glance, Just for a tiny little moment, For I’m trapped of those rules, For I’m blinded because of the culture, For I have become self-centric because of my own religion, So, Let me get out of this room in which I m a prisoner, Let me get out of his society which is my prison, I want to know freedom, I want to know adventure, I wan

आमा म जान खोज्दै छु टाडा, छोडी घर परिवार साथी-सङी सारा, नसम्झिनु तपाईं को माया छइन कि भनेर, नभन्नु म अब्गुनी छु भनेर, माया लाग्छ यो भुमि, यो ठाउँ, जहाँ म जन्मिएँ, जहाँ म हुर्किएँ, यो देश मलाई प्रन्ण भन्दा प्यारो छ, यो माटो मलाई हिरा भन्दा अमुल्य छ, त्यो  हिमाल संसार मै उच्च छ, ती  बगि रहेका खोल-नाला, ताल-तलैया अमृत सरी सोव्च्चछ, म बिबस छु आमा!!! भृकुटि, सिता, अमर सिंह जस्त मरेर गए, प्रचन्ण बाबुराम जस्ता दानव खोइ कहाँबाट अए, पृथिवी नारायण शाहले ४ जात ३६ बणलाई एक बनाएका थिए, मेरो प्यारो  देश नेपाल सुन्दर सान्त बिसल भन्नु त कहाँ कहाँ, अाज  हिमाल, पहाड, मदेश-तरइ भन्दै फुट्न खोज्दै छन, अनी देशलाई चलौने भनेले, अफु अफै चल्न सक्दैन देशलाई रक्षा गर्छु भन्नेहरु, अाज अफैलाई  रक्षा  गर्न सक्दैन्न सबै नारीलाई आमा-दिदिबहिनी मन्ने खोइ कता हरैए, हम्सा , हत्य, रेप  गर्नेले सबै शहर गाउँ कब्जा गरे सुधार्न  नखोजेको पनि होईन आमा!!  यहाँ हामी जस्तालाई कस्ले गन्छ  र! पैस र पावेर नहुनेलाई कस्ले मन्छ र! बोल्न कोही हुदै यहाँ मृत्रु उस्को निस्तित छ गर्नु हुँदै केहि राम्रो

U are eternal but not in the way you think of yourself.. U are non-being in nature but a part of nature for now.. U are infinite itself but finite for now... U prey a entity that doesn't exist.. U talk about heaven and hell... U talk about what's right and what's wring... U call yourself 'The smartest'...' The wisest'.. U wanna be powerful, U wanna be "The strongest"...  U wanna be the "One & Only"...... U seek to know it all ..... U seek to go everywhere... But at the end  All U have is  a emptiness , a void  Disappointment, fear...... U know nothing... U reach nowhere... Many friends & families U think to you have ...... All of them seems to strangers.... It all seems to a drama with no ending and no meaning..... But  Deep inside u, U know.... The entity you are preying is U.. yourself.. The statisfication you are searching is U.... yourself.... The place u been trying to go is inside U.. Yourself

There are some questions in my mind. Whose answers is what i m trying find. Unknown of the reality In the process of living I m a  being so called human Who is bounded with rules Traped by responsibilities Blind by religion..... My mind is asking some questions Whose answer are unknown Little psychopathic & a little weird For  What is the reason I am living this life? What is the purpose do I serve ?  What  is it that i m missing? What is it that will give me satisfaction ? What is this emptyness? Who is God? I'm confused of myself &  of the system All the sea of feeling  Cosmos of emotion & infinite no. thoughts What r these really for? Just thinking about this Increases my questions more & more M i the only one or r there other like me ? Is this what growing up really means? Or am i  going through a psychological breakdown Or is it just one of my day dream thoughts.....

कहिले कहिले स्कुलबाट घर  फर्किदा                पानीमा भिज्दै  आउँदाको रमाइलो छुट्इहुदो रहेछ कहिले  कहिले साथीहरूलाई हिलो छियापेको    त्याहि हिलोमा खेलेको मजा नै छुट्टै हुदोरहेछ कहिले कहिले स्कुलको द्रेस्स फुहोर भएर    आमाको गाली पनि सम्झन लाएक हुदोरहेछ कहिले कहिले यो मौसमले     आफ्नु बाल्यकालको सम्झना गरौंदो रहेछ कहिले कहिले ति बितेका क्षेण सम्झिदा      मुखमा आर्कै तरहको खुसि हुदो रहेछ                   अब त्यी क्षेण कहिले पनि आउँदैन्न      तर पनि किन किन यो मन  फ्रकिन खोजिरहेछ किन किन आज यो रचना रचिरहेछु किन किन आज मनमा कुराहरु खेलिरहेछन किन किन यो कगजमा मेरा भावना पेखिरहेछु।।।।               

त्यी पो दिन थिए न भोलिको चिन्ता  थियो न  पढ्इको  बोझ थियो न  केहि  भन्छु  केही गर्छु  भन्ने सोच थियो मिठो निन्द्रा संगै सुत्यो आमाको हात्को मिठो चिया संगै उठ्याे पढेर ठुलो बन्नु पर्छ भन्दै झोला भोक्दै स्कुल गयो! साथीहरु संगको ती चर्तीकला वेलुक मन  पर्ने कार्टूनको प्रतिक्षामा दशैमा टिका लगाएर पैसा गन्दै आमाबुबाको पर्सबाट पैसा चोर्दै पसलमा गएर  चक्लेट खादै बुबा जस्तै ठुलो  मान्छे  बन्ने सपना दाइ जस्तै बलियो बन्ने सोच जस्ले जे भने पनि बाल ओ! हो !ती पो दिन थिए त्यो पो जिन्दगी  थियो आज बाल्यकालका क्षेण सन्जिरहेछु मन फेरि तेहि समयमा फर्किम  भनिरहेछ एक्छिन भए पनि कल्पनिक ससारमा डुवि रहेछु खोइ किन आज यो कलम चली रहेछ मन फेरि तेहि समय मा फर्किम भनिरहेछ।।।

I have taken a life Life which the almighty himself  have given Life which is given to all who lives Even though it was a mistake Even though it happened  unknowingly, in the aim to help I have committed a crime I have become  a murderer I have become the devil I have taken away a child from it's mother A soul from a body More importantly life for an being I m very sorry for what i have done I never wanted this to happen I  wanted u to live I wanted  things to  be easier I wanted better than what u had This is because of my impatience This is because of my over-confidence that i possess I have taken your life, a Right to live Now I m unable to being u back Let u  see the wanders of this worlds Forgive me  ooh! "the holy almighty " who had seen it all Forgive me  ooh! "the holy earth" who had it  heard all Forgive me ohh! "the holy soul" whose life i have taken I am feeling very guilty for what i have done This have become o

Who am I? I am a wanderer in search of that answer I am extraordinary mysterious someone/being/thing known by none Who is knowing himself     -by the things that he has done     -by the things that he has learned For now I'm a being existing in reality Hidden from the truth Somewhere inside a cosmos of emotions, drama, feeling ,relation & Many other which are also nameless Where every small mistake u make ,u r call careless But what is my true nature, my true form? Sometimes It's like the answer is within me all the time It's like I already know the answer But It's because of these eyes that are making Me blind It's because of these ears that are making       Me deaf It's the  body who is making Me senseless For all I know the answer that I seek is death (end) itself The one thing that makes my body trimble in fear My mind to shutdown & increase my heart rate                     "Death" "Death" &q

I respect her as a women, I fell in love with her soul not her body, I admire her spirit not that beauty, In-front of her I am just a common fool, For me she is a friend not a tool, For now I have become a slave of her beauty, A servant  of her soul whose own master has become it's ultimate goal, Her physical sight makes me warm, For she is my lucky charm, All I want is to be on her arms, For now she is the one, And for me one is for eternity, For I am just a human,crawling on the earth, And she is an angel up on the heavens, Not knowing whether I will be able to reach  her, Or will the earth never let me go? Don't know whether- I will be the same as I m Or will my feeligs die with me! For now all I can do is wait, Let the time pass by, Admire the beauty of whom I desire, Burn with my inner fire, Never knowing whether it will become a reality, Or just a dream that, I have just  day dreamt.....